BIG GIRL

Im doped with your absenceI am back to my old saddle of bluesthe old monk left me emptywith my grateful consciencei got to pay his sackfor another come backoh see! the sky is blueim still such a prick to pay my duesthe winter has passed bywith the fading memories of youyou leave your phone wid ur loving sisterwho are under your fingers you leave your dirty panty underneath my bedit smells like the nights we had spentOh! OH! I am doped with your absenceI am bound to the borderwhere savage soldiers shoot the loverhere comes the februaryyou got your salaryyou left me as if i am gonna ask you to buy a drinkyou are a big girl nowyou can't wait for me a secondlove is indeed a scarifice they saybut this heart never agreesbye my fine big girlim doped with your absenceyou are a mama's big girl now..let me lie downwhile my galloping beats of heartis bound to my old saddle of bluesthe ride is going to be smooth... Ronid Chingangbam

What If Im A Big Black Women?

WHAT IF I AM A Big BLACK WOMAN?
Is It A Disease? Well, If It Is, I Sure Hope It's Catching Because They Need To Pour It Into A Bottle, Label It, And Sprinkle It All Over The People Men And Women Who Ever Loved Or Cried, Worked Or Died For Any One Of Us So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? Is It A Crime? Arrest Me ! Because I'm Strong, But I'm Gentle I'm Smart, But I'm Learning, I'm Loving, But I'm Hateful And I Like To Work Because I Like To Eat And Feed And Clothe And House Me, Mine, And Yours And Everybody's, Like I've Been Doing For The Past 300 Years So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? Is It Insane? Commit Me! Because I Want The Happiness, Not Tears; Truths, Not Lies; Pleasure Not Pain; Sunshine, Not Rain; A Man, Not A Child! So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? Is It A Sin? Pray For Me! And Pray For You Too, If You Don't Like Women Of Color Because We Are... Midnight Black, Chestnut Brown, Honey Bronzed, Chocolate Covered, Cocoa Dipped, Big Lipped, Big Hipped, Big Breasted, And Beautiful All At The Same Time! So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? Does It Bother You That Much Because I Want A Man Who Wants Me Loves Me And Trusts Me, Respects Me And Gives Me Everything Because I Give Him Everything Back, Plus! So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? I've Got Rights, Same As You! I Have Worked For Them, Died For Them, Lied For Them, Played And Laid For Them, On Every Plantation From Alabama To Boston And Back! So...What If I Am A Big Black Woman? I Love Me, And I Want You To Love Me Too, But I Am, As I've Always Been, Near You, Close To You, Beside You, Strong, Giving, Loving, For Over 300 Years, Your Big Black Woman Love Me!

I'm honest,sensitive,sassy,straight forward,drama free,and i don't take crap from anyone!!!!! I'm a good listener and a good cook.I'm sometimes a loner but would rather be around people who i feel comfortable with..i.e people with stuff on their mind and not DRAMA!!!!! Just get at me and find out.MEN ONLY PLEASE!!!!